This past week has been a very hard week. And lately it seems like that happens quite often. I am not naïve enough to think that it is all happening to me, rather that I may be allowing it to happen, and / or I have a hand in it occurring. I also know that the evil one doesn’t like it when we are seeking God, and does everything he can do to distract, cause chaos, and confuse anyone who is trying to seek The Father.

In the church world we open ourselves up to people. We try to be the best version of ourselves that we can be – and yet we are not perfect. But if we are truly seeking God, there will be evidence of fruit to be seen. And this will not satisfy everyone, but it will satisfy God if we are continually seeking Him, and asking for wisdom, and following His lead.

I can’t help but think that things will never be good enough. But then we live in a broken world, don’t we.

I had a friend share a prayer with me that really gave me hope and also made me feel God’s watch care over any going through hardship right now…

“I pray that in this season, you will be able to really hunker down in the truths of the gospel: that since God is your defense, you haven’t any reason to be defensive; since Christ is the source of your righteousness, you need not fear recourse in the moments where repentance is required; as one who is justified through Christ, you need not fear the venomous deceit of the unjust. I pray that the Holy Spirit will bring a clarity and that pure hearted, Holy Spirit strength revitalizes as a holy and mighty force in the kingdom of God.” (used with permission by writer)

Let God be your hope and your rest. When it feels like rest is fleeting, let Him fill you.

Peace,

PTV